Dear You

It’s those rooms full of people that make me feel more alone than I am sitting in an empty house, in an empty room, with an empty bed. I’m surrounded by my best friends, friends of friends and I can think of nothing but you.

I want to stop feeling so alone all the time. I want to be able to hold your hand in public. I want to be able to kiss you hello and goodbye. I want to lie in your bed and listen to everything you have to say. I want to cuddle with you in the winter to make you feel warm and safe. I want to be able to tell you everything. I want you to tell me everything. I want you to be my best friend.

You need to understand that I’m not just going to give up. I just need to know you want this too.