Past.

Past is something you will choose to forget, glorify or regret. I never forget sth did happen to me, sometimes regret and sometomes glorify it. But if you can study the past to learn from it, then forget the things that keep you awake nights and nights, and lastly glorify what’s left in the right kind of light, you must be one of the happiness men on earth.

It’s been longs time ago, but it still hurt me pretty well when the past suddenly came back in the last night’s dream. Somehow i really want to try to contact sb i miss, just call him, or text, or leave message on his FB, ask for what’s his life going. But things did move on long time ago. What is the point of wasting time to care about sb that even dont care about your existence anymore. I hate the feeling of waiting for things never come. I myself afraid the feeling of being a loser. It’s all human beings. Even you know it, you’re afraid of speak your fear out. You have to and  you will, sooner or later, face it.

We cannot count on others to deliver the good in our life, if we want something, then we will need to get moving, actively struggle to find a way to achieve it. So girl, you have to learn how to survive, how to care about yourself first, how to be selfish sometimes. Life’s not drama. There is no prince who rides a white horse, down on his knee and give up his life for you.

There are always sb out there waiting for you. Dont be jealous with another. Each has different way to find his soulmate, and it takes different time. Remember, beauty doesnt equate purity and vice versa, someone pretty may feed the eyes, but is unfit for the mind, and never fills the heart. Nothing is what it seems. Be careful to make a choice.

As you are still young, green with a strong flow of energy through your heart, your mind and your body, allow yourself to believe in its own heart, try your best to take charge of your life, in order that at least at the end of the day, you would not regret not having done sth that could changed your life forever.