Stupid stuff.

I’m tired. I”m jealous.. I’m selfish. Whatever i am .

Each has his own definition of limit. I know that. But I cant get over this wrong feeling. I dont have enough protection, I dont need to be in the centre of his universe all the time. All I need is a safety in his heart. I cant feel. I cant I cant.

I myself going insane.

” If you like sb else, just honestly let me know. It’s illegal to deceive a girl’s heart.The hurt when you face the lie is sharper than anything – in this case i mean the leaving of lover.

Fuck this feeling.

The matter is, i’m not kind of person who easily get everything out of mind. I always keep everything in my control, never ever be a bad girl in front of ppl.

I’m loosing my way to express myself. I cant write anything. Everything passes by w/o any noticed. Time flies. It’s physically hurting me.

Anyway. Learn how to grow up. It’s the lesson no school can teach but your life. There is a lit’ number of men know that women are not sexual-satisfacting machines and know how to treasure their girls more and more.

Truthfully, i’m preparing for anything could happen, even the worst. who knows what would come? who knows :-j . It could be tmr, next month, or anyday i’ve never expected. But preparation is better

How to restart my own view of this fucking life n my sweetie love as easily as re-install Windows?